So tonight is the “Buena Noche”. It was a decent enough day. I am just wondering what I want. I miss a lot of people in my life. I miss my childhood. I miss being happy. I miss having friends that I loved. I miss when gifts could make me happy. I miss who I used to be. I miss playing sports. I even miss the struggles I used to have in my childhood. I miss struggling. I miss materialism. I miss being immaturity. I miss how I used to be. Most of all I miss having a mrs. But the problem is that every second I sit here and miss the past I miss out. In the words or JFK, “Change is the law of life. And those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future.”