I’ve taken a few days off from writing to truly gather my thoughts. I have decided I dwell entirely too much in the past. From this point on I’m living for the present and the future. This weekend at home was warm and inviting. I laid in my own bed which caressed my entire body. I ate meals that were not just yesterdays reheated dinner. Every thing about being home after a long time away feels good. the Christmas tree to the fact I can walk around in nothing but my skivvy’s, is an awesome feeling. It brings me back, appreciative my childhood. Even my dad getting drunk and yelling makes it feel like home. I am not dwelling in the past I am drawing from it for a better future. I am ecstatic for tomorrow. I’m slinging myself down to the Sunshine State so I can soak in some sunny rays. Oh, how I love a sunny day.