I am so on edge right now. I feel sick to my stomach. I never thought something that i walked out of just fine would have me so shaken. I’m a nervous wreck and on top of that i am physically exhausted. I don’t know what to do. The worst part is the loneliness. I am sitting in my room. I can hear the near silence and it’s hurting my ears. The only things audible are the AC unit and my loud key strokes. For some reason my full-size bed just seems so wide and uninviting. I need that special someone that only comes about when you lack consciousness or when watching films. I am confused and scared. I don’t know what to do. I am lacking a witty saying today so I’ll leave it at this. FUCK. :(